When it rains

And when it rains you always find an escape, just running away from all of the ones who love you,From everything,You made yourself a bed at the bottom of the blackest hole,
And you'll sleep till May,You'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

and no , how could you do it I never saw it coming,I need an ending,So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain.